Memoirs

So i woke up this morning(in my own room,finally home) and i noticed a little diary that looked so familiar sticking out of a bag. I went over and opened the bag; and lo and behold...here's all these letters,cards and booklets from high school, from when i was 15 to when i was 17! Now i've had a good laugh at some of the things i wrote,and half the things my friends and i talked about..but am impressed with some of the ish i wrote; i have a few redeeming pieces from back then. Also i just realised i had some good friends back then,or so i thought. Sadly,i haven't seen or spoken to most in years..the friendships just sort of fizzled out after high school. Guess we grew up and became totally different people.

I must have had a serious crush on some boy(?) when i wrote this..

"ever taken a moment to stop and just look me in the eye. If you did you'd see am not a haven of bliss nor peace;that within i am not shimmering,but shattering. Ever taken a minute to think of how much your hie would mean,make me a tad bit rich. Its not what you'll say but what you'll be doing thats gonna get me started. How do i ever say to you that that hie that i never said might have changed you. How do i ever say to you that that i love you i would never say meant more than all the spicy words i ever let out. i just want you to know that if you really knew me that much, you'd know that i cared enough and loved you even more. Because you are special"
*face palm*
oh boy, how cheesy! Lmao.. Boy am i glad that that me got left behind when i left high school.